I enjoy life so much because there are always adventures to live through around the corner. Something new is always coming up.

However, I’ve always been nervous about doing something out of my little comfort bubble, preventing me from experiencing fun things that “normal” people do all the time. Even meeting distant family and friends who I haven’t seen for a long time can be burdensome and cause me to worry about something so trivial. When it actually happens, it turns out to be enjoyable and I laugh at my self for worrying over it.

I’m working on breaking out of that bubble and growing up and out of it. I’m starting to not care what people think about what I do, because when it comes down to it, no one really does. Considering how much time I spend thinking about myself, I have little to no time to think about other people that are not close friends or family. I’m sure most people around me are the same way, and for whatever illogical reason, I can’t come to grip with that fact.

So, this is more of a personal entry to express my opinion on my inability to be myself and willingness to change that. I don’t expect anyone to understand any reasoning in it, let alone agree or share the same experiences. Who knows, maybe someone does have the same experiences as I do.