I’m always happy to get client work, at least when I’m in need of money. However, naturally when I make money, I have an immediate need of said earned cash and it just ruins the good energy of making money.

I hate that everything in my life is about numbers and the bottom line, but when things get tough, that’s how I do it I guess. At least I worry about my future instead of my peers, those who work at remedial jobs and earn $350 a week doing nothing productive. At least I can know enough about myself that I can go out and make a living off the things that I’ve learned on my own (without schooling) and keep on the grind until I’m comfortable again. And, in that, I feel very safe about my well being. Now, if I were put into a situation where others relied on my ability to provide for them, I’m not sure if I could rely on that (at a security sake), which is why I’m trying to build up my assets and plan for the overall future.

I’ve got to keep pushing and pushing. With enough force, everything breaks. This drought will subside and I’ll be back in business.  Thankfully I’ve got a thousand ideas to pursue and all of them lead to my ability to take over each entire niche with my skills and background.

The skills that me and my friends have - you can’t teach that in school or a university - and that is something that I hold very important to me.